March 2012
170 posts
February 2012
86 posts
That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
Maybe its just me and im getting more worked up over it than I need to be. But you’ve been really distant lately and I don’t like it. That text message bothered me alot and if wouldn’t have been so so bad if you had put that when at the end of it. But you just said Idk. I feel like every time I talk to you with what’s going on in my life, im just burdening you with...
Day 2 of my trip
And im already to shoot my family.
Told my best friend I was giving up being mean for...
I don’t know which is worse the fact that that is something I could joke about or the fact that my best friend knew I wouldn’t be able to give it up.
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texting your best friend
about a show you have already seen and living in fear that you are going to ruin it for her.
Day 22
Someone you would give your life up for without question. i have a couple of those. my little sister, i would love for her to live a long full life. my best friends andy and brittany. hands down no questions asked.
Day 21
how have you changed in the past 2 years?
two years ago i was a senior in high school. im not afraid to say whats on my mind even more than back then. im a little bit better at trusting people. this sounds bad but im not afraid of losing people if i dont like who they are or who they have become. im a stronger person, i face my problems head on an dont shy away.
Day 20
Worst day of your life.
i may be a bit dramatic at times. but i dont think i have ever had a worst day. the day when you say something to your best friend to stop talking to you for two months can be a bit low, but then i think of the outcome and how we are closer than ever now but i dont think i can pick one day to be the worst.
Day 19
Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
i have no idea. i would love to living my dream cooking in some restaurant, or on a cruise ship. maybe i’ll be in new york :)
Day 18
Write a letter to someone you miss.
Dear you.
you live across the country now. there are days when i miss you a whole ton and days when i realize that maybe i dont need you in my life. we have been through our share of ups and downs and we can’t deny that, no one can. we have both changed since you left and things will never be the same. and in a way im glad. everything that summer...
Day 17
What you want to remembered for.
for staying true to myself. being a great friend and if it happens a great mother and a great chef.
Day 16
Something that you want to do within the next five years. work on a cruise ship. get my degree in culinary arts, and have a blast with my life. i will be 24 then and i just want to be happy with what i have done with my life.
Day 15
A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most.
just watched the vow this past week and they said something that makes alot of sense to me. life is made up of moments, little ones big ones and the ones in between. i dont know if they has really been a moment that has changed my life. because in one way or another every moment has changed my life. good and bad
Day 14
Guilty pleasure.
tumblr.
Day 13
Favorite song.
this changes a lot. right now ive been listening to the audition alot again and my favorite song by them is los angeles.
Day 12
What would I find in your bag?
my wallet, my phone, my ipod, my nook most of the time, my keys, four chapsticks, lotion, a mirror, deodorant, and sunglasses.
Day 11
Weird things you do when you are home alone.
well considering i pretty much just lay in bed when i am home alone, i dont think that is to weird.
Day 10
Something you can’t get over.
i’m very good at holding grudges and i hold on to a lot of things that i shouldn’t. when i get mad at someone i think of everything they have ever done to piss me off and i get mad about a whole lot than what i need to be mad about right now.
Day 9
Things that make you scared.
well im scared of the dark. i dont like scary movies and i hate roller coasters. although i love hearing what people say about part of me is scared that what they are saying is right. im scared of the future and what it holds for me. im scared that im not going to do anything with my life. im scared im going to end up alone.
Day 8
What makes you different from everyone else.
i think the fact that im honest. and i dont mean every once in a while i mean about people and my opinions. i dont sugar coat things. i hate fake people and i refuse to let myself get like that. you see is what you get with me. im not afraid to tell people what i think of them or their relationships. it has ruined alot of my friendships. but my thing...
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